Friday, September 4, 2009

And i don't know what to do..

*sigh* it's been another long week, haven't slept well for ages.

Okay, I should get things off my chest now. Looking back, it's always never in a good light, I'm always the one getting you mad and irritated. I don't think I've managed any good so far. Coming back all the time exhausted from college and all, I was selfish, never staying up to wait on you, or otherwise caught up with my work.

I know I'll never be able to apologize enough, and words will always just be words. I'm sorry I can't be the perfect person you're looking for. I don't deserve to have you around.

I'm running on a lack of sleep, i was thinking things over the whole nite last nite, didn't sleep a wink. And i've come to the conclusion that, there is just to many "maybes", and maybe those "maybes" will be too much for me to handle.

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